Drowning in thought

Back to struggling. I don't think I can place together anything that is coherent at this time. My mind is totally blank at this time. They must have erased my mind. I was so close to revealing their secrets yet I just became a victim. Will anyone be able to stop them? It's just another cold and dark night with me fearing for my life. They had drained me of more than blood. I am slowly disappearing from the world. The sickness is overtaking my body. I fear I won't survive. If I happen to survive I hope to finish my great work to warn others of the chaos that they cause.I shall fight onwards and hopefully make it to completion.